I've made it to D.C. and leave this evening for the Middle East. By this time tomorrow, I will be processing through the airport to gain entrance to Baghdad. I can hardly believe I'm writing this. I can hardly believe I'm doing this! I feel like I should probably be scared right now, but so far I'm just pretty excited. I am nervous about little things. Did I turn the oven off this morning after I grilled my breakfast sandwich? (Yes, I made an egg sandwich at 4:00 in the morning - it's going to be a long day, afterall). I made tea too. I'm pretty sure I turned off the stove. I know I didn't leave my Chi iron on, because I brought it with me. It's funny. I brought a Chi flat iron to do my hair, but when I arrive at port of entry I get to pick up an armored helmet and ballistic eyewear that will likely undo whatever styling the Chi has accomplished. Aside from bring the Chi along, I actually packed very light (though by no means as light as my Papa, who packs so light he has to wash his clothes in the sink every night), but you never know when you'll need to straighten some unruly hair. Did I make a mistake checking my only pair of real shoes? (I'm wearing flip-flops). I can't get on the plane from my port of entry to Baghdad without my shoes. Hopefully my checked pack will make it! I am a little nervous that I won't find the guys that are supposed to meet me at port of entry. Funny that I'm bound for the most dangerous place on this planet, and I'm worried about the same stuff I'd be worried about on any old trip across the Southwest. These are all small things, but I do have one serious concern. My biggest stressor is worrying about my family and friends who are worrying about me, because my decision to do this - I'm guessing - has caused some concern. Hopefully reading about my experiences will get you all excited about what I'm doing and alleviate some fears. Most thing aren't as as dramatic on the inside as they seem from the outside.
I look forward to writing my next post from a land far away.
4 comments:
i got nervous just reading about your worries! are you sure you turned your stove off?!? : )
can't wait to hear more updates about your life once you get there.
-ks and boys.
We will praying for a hedge of protection around you, and we will lift your family up in prayer as I know as a mother, you worry where ever your children are!
The Myers
Can't wait to hear all about the experiences you are going to have:) I will look forward to your return, but pray for your safety while overseas and lots of great memories!! Love ya!!
-Jes
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